YouMissedSomething

Preferred gender pronouns: don't care, "he/she/they" is fine, my only line is calling me "it".

Not much to say here. I write, read, and have nightmares. Sometimes I write stories based on my nightmares, I actually made this account so that I could A) contact friends I meet online, and B) so I can post what I write. Perhaps then somebody can enjoy them.

I like to think that I am trustworthy, loyal, kind, and meek. I also suspect that there may be something very wrong with me but oh well. Nobody has managed to help me yet so why bother trying anymore, huh?

Anyways, I absolutely love talking with people online. That being said sometimes I need my space and to be truly alone for a little bit. And I think there's nothing wrong with that. But trust me when I say that I will never abandon a friend. I've been on the receiving end of that and wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy.

I have five siblings, of the six of us I am the second youngest. There are only two of us at home now, me and my younger sibling. The oldest is married, the second is just finishing up their teaching degree, the third is living on their own in town but we're lucky to see them on holidays, the one just above me is in their first year of college.

I wish they would just come home, but at the same time they constantly mock me for what I like to do and attempt to "bring me out of my comfort zone". They mean well, but one part of me just wants to lock myself away in a dark closet with a book, lamp, pencil, notebook, and never come out. The other part wants to cuddle on a couch with my friends.